I’ve been training like crazy, so I’m finally confident in my dancing and vocals. But my absolute biggest fear right now is the final interview round in Korean. 😭 I’ve memorized all the standard intro questions, but if the casting directors suddenly throw a curveball question or ask me to express my current emotions in Korean on the spot, my mind is going to go completely blank. It would suck so bad to fail an audition over a language barrier after working this hard.

Every time people ask for audition song recommendations, it’s always high-note flexes or crazy pop ballads, which is a total nightmare for naturally deep-voiced or alto girlies like me. Well, I just passed the 1st round for a major label using a super deep song, so I’m here to drop the tea.

The key is NOT trying to force a high note and cracking. It’s about showing off the most attractive parts of your actual tone. I hyper-focused on making my intro sound super airy and captivating, and I focused 100% on lyric delivery. You don’t need the "high-note disease" to pass. I’ll list my song choice and the judges' reactions below!

Every time I watch recent music show fancams, some idols look so painfully thin that I’m genuinely scared their legs might snap. And if they look like that on camera, they must be literal skin and bones in real life… ㅠㅠ

I get evaluated every week and the feedback is always "the camera makes you look bigger, so lose more weight." But honestly, how do you even find the power to dance when you’re that emaciated? Is it even healthy? Since this is the standard for K-pop right now, I’ve been obsessing over the numbers on the scale and trying to force myself into a lower weight category, but it’s giving me major imposter syndrome. Sometimes the reality check hits way too hard.

I always read about the infamous "Korean Trainee Diet" (Sweet potato, chicken breast, almond milk). Today, I finally tracked down actual Korean soft sweet potatoes at an H-Mart.

Western sweet potatoes are so watery, but these? They are like cake! 🍰 Now I understand why Korean idols survive on this. Pro-tip for global girls who want to prep their stomachs for dorm life: swap your morning bagel for a steamed K-sweet potato. It actually keeps u full during a 4-hour dance session!

Can we talk about Jennie being an absolute boss and earning over $17M from OA? 💸 Watching her run her own label and release the exact kind of music she wants is such a mood. She’s not just an idol, she’s literally a mogul now and it’s honestly so inspiring. It makes me want to work ten times harder to achieve that kind of creative freedom one day. She’s really out here living the dream and setting the bar so high! 👑

Guys, I literally had a brain freeze during my audition yesterday. They asked if I was in the process with any other companies and I didn't know what to do! lol. If I’m too honest, will I look disloyal? But if I lie and say "no," will they find out later and hate me? ㅠㅠ Should I go with the "I’m only risking it all for THIS company" mode, or act like a "busy queen" who's being scouted by everyone to raise my value? How do you guys handle this trap? Help a bestie out!

I used to think being powerful was everything, but today my teammate and I monitored each other and I’m literally shocked. Lol. Just tilting your fingertips slightly and holding your gaze for an extra 0.5 seconds makes the whole line look so much more expensive! Now I finally get why my coach always screams "DETAILS ARE EVERYTHING." It’s the tiny differences that create the aura. Tomorrow, I’m fixing every single detail down to my toes. 🛠️

So I had my choreo check today, and my coach literally dragged me. They said my moves are all correct but I look empty, like a doll dancing without a soul... 💀 At first, I was so hurt and wanted to cry, but watching the playback on my way home, I finally got it. Being a pro isn't just about memorizing moves; it's about pouring emotion into every single lyric. Lesson learned the hard way. ㅠㅠ Tomorrow, I’m going full "soul-mode" and focusing ONLY on my expressions. Did you guys have a good practice today? 🔥

so i recently talked to an unnie who's been training at a massive agency for years, and she said she's honestly struggling because it’s taking so much longer than she thought. it got me thinking... what’s actually better?

being a "forever trainee" at a Big 4 (HYBE, SM, etc.) where the competition is literally insane but the success is almost guaranteed if u debut? OR being in the confirmed debut lineup at a mid-tier/small agency where u can debut way faster but have that "nugu" risk? 😭

i feel like the pressure at big companies would be soul-crushing if u keep getting pushed back. but then again, the resources they have are next level. what would u guys choose if u had the chance right now? stay and wait or take the faster route?

i’ve been reading the columns on this board lately and it’s honestly such a reality check. we all obsess over high notes and dance breaks, but i'm starting to realize that being a "good" person is what actually makes a star last.

at the end of the day, talent gets u in the door, but your character is what keeps u there. i'm gonna focus way more on being a supportive teammate and staying humble from now on. definitely feeling more grounded after reading this. anyone else feel like their mindset is shifting?